I thought... I would be happy
but this isn't happiness is it

underneath the joys of having exams done with
looms the dreaded feeling that my university life is also over

beneath the anticipation of returning back to my homeland, seeing my family and friends, eating great food
lies the gloom that my time with the friends, whom I have grown to love,
is also hastily running out

below the absolute bliss of having nothing to do and no care in the world lurks the
empty feeling of having nothing to do, no purpose in life and absolutely no vision for the future

yes, my time is running out and I still don't know what I want
I don't want this to end. And yet, I can't go on like this.
Why do I fight growing up? No one seems to be so hung up about it.

-S-I-G-H-!!!

Your cold and lifeless face,
lying down on a wooden bed,
segregated by a piece of glass,
it makes me feel bad.

I hope you got my little prayer.. RIP

Here's a passage about love.

"Love... Have you ever been in love?"
"You might say that."
"Horrible, isn't it?"
"In what way?"
"It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside of you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore."

It's true, isn't it? =)

am feeling complicated..

i guess.. it shoud be.. well.. i got to admit..

am sad of leaving this house.. Flat 3B/4

bye!!

friendship

have you ever felt like sometimes things get too hard in friendship??
when your heart just feels tired and weary and you think you had enough..
well i am in that state, despite the position of my heart..
i find myself still concern about this friend..

dear this friend staying close with us right now..
you can take off your mask now..
you talk the talk, walk the walk..
and you just amazed me over and over again when you did things for your love one..

friends will come and go..
and you will go by the time we graduate..
and i wish you good..
sincerely from the bottom of my heart..

here i come

easter and intra-sem break is over..
time to buckle up and get ready for the 2nd half of the semester..
so much coming up from uni assessments and finals which will be in a month..
events coming up from birthdays, gatherings to farewells..
this semester has been really busy and fast..
time just flies when you have heaps to be done..
but it has been great!!

if you love crazy hectic lifestyle..
you try to fit everything into your tight schedule..
and by the end of the day..
when you finally get to sit down and reflect on the entire day..
you just feel satisfied and contented..
for being able to do so much within the 24 hours..
well that's me, i love to do that and at the end of it all..
after a long day, i still wanna be able to smile..
i know i am crazy but whatever..

take life to another level; challege yourself; you can do it!!

i live one life..
therefore, i will live life to the fullest and push my limits..
and be on my toes for whatever life has installed for me!!

well its good but sometimes it is good to take some time off to rest too..
just to unwind and refresh yourself..

as for now..
back to the stuff i have to do..
which is pack up my luggage and prepare to go HOME..

Presque la fin!

Bonjour tout le monde! Moi, je bosse dur en ce moment: les examens commencent biento(^)t. Mais, encore deux mois, et c'est FINI! J'ai des difficulte(/)s a(`) imaginer la vie apre(`)s l'universite(/), mais je suis vraiment impatient de faire autre chose.

Et toi, quelles nouvelles? Est-ce que tu en as aussi marre de la vie? A biento(^)t jusqu' a(`) notre prochaine rencontre!

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Cher mes amis et ma soeur Fifi,
Bonne chance pour ton examen. Je suis su(^)r que tu vas faire des merveilles.
Grosses bisses! =) Haha..