am feeling complicated..

i guess.. it shoud be.. well.. i got to admit..

am sad of leaving this house.. Flat 3B/4

bye!!

friendship

have you ever felt like sometimes things get too hard in friendship??
when your heart just feels tired and weary and you think you had enough..
well i am in that state, despite the position of my heart..
i find myself still concern about this friend..

dear this friend staying close with us right now..
you can take off your mask now..
you talk the talk, walk the walk..
and you just amazed me over and over again when you did things for your love one..

friends will come and go..
and you will go by the time we graduate..
and i wish you good..
sincerely from the bottom of my heart..

here i come

easter and intra-sem break is over..
time to buckle up and get ready for the 2nd half of the semester..
so much coming up from uni assessments and finals which will be in a month..
events coming up from birthdays, gatherings to farewells..
this semester has been really busy and fast..
time just flies when you have heaps to be done..
but it has been great!!

if you love crazy hectic lifestyle..
you try to fit everything into your tight schedule..
and by the end of the day..
when you finally get to sit down and reflect on the entire day..
you just feel satisfied and contented..
for being able to do so much within the 24 hours..
well that's me, i love to do that and at the end of it all..
after a long day, i still wanna be able to smile..
i know i am crazy but whatever..

take life to another level; challege yourself; you can do it!!

i live one life..
therefore, i will live life to the fullest and push my limits..
and be on my toes for whatever life has installed for me!!

well its good but sometimes it is good to take some time off to rest too..
just to unwind and refresh yourself..

as for now..
back to the stuff i have to do..
which is pack up my luggage and prepare to go HOME..

Presque la fin!

Bonjour tout le monde! Moi, je bosse dur en ce moment: les examens commencent biento(^)t. Mais, encore deux mois, et c'est FINI! J'ai des difficulte(/)s a(`) imaginer la vie apre(`)s l'universite(/), mais je suis vraiment impatient de faire autre chose.

Et toi, quelles nouvelles? Est-ce que tu en as aussi marre de la vie? A biento(^)t jusqu' a(`) notre prochaine rencontre!

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Cher mes amis et ma soeur Fifi,
Bonne chance pour ton examen. Je suis su(^)r que tu vas faire des merveilles.
Grosses bisses! =) Haha..

Dear Mummy, Happy Mother's Day to you!!

I love you forever............... no doubt!!

Yee

i am sick.

first it was sorethroat.. then its flu.. and next its fever plus cough..

and so now i am having sorethroat plus flu and fever + cough with a sexier voice..

it started on tuesday night.. and i slept unconsciously for the past 2 days until thursday noon..

i ransacked my drawers to get a card called "NHS medical card", and i started to make a phone call to my university medical centre..

Receptionist: Hello..
LY: Hello.. I would like to consult a doctor, i am sick..
Receptionist: Alright, did u register with a local GP?
LY: Yes..
Receptionist: Can you give me your NHS number?
LY: Yes.. 704xxx4237..
Receptionist: Alright, Miss Lip Yee Kow..
LY: Yes..
Receptionist: Miss Lip, you have to make an appointment first.. How about Friday afternoon??
LY: I am so sick now.. Can i have it by today? As soon as possible..
Receptionist: Do you want to consult with a doctor or nurse??
LY: Doctor.. I am seriously ill..
Receptionist: Erm.. That could only possible by Friday afternoon..
LY: But i am so sick now..
Receptionist: I am sorry, so i book you in for Friday at 1pm, is that alright for you??
LY: Okay.. =(

And this early morning by 10am, i received a call from the university medical centre..

Receptionist: Hello morning, can i speak to Miss Lip??
LY: Morning.. Yes i am..
Receptionist: I am sorry Miss Lip, today is Good Friday, so we have to cancel your appointment as there is no doctor would come in today..
LY: Ha!!
Receptionist: I am sorry.. So your appoinment would be postponed till Monday morning by 10am.. Is that alright for you??
LY: Okay.. =(

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i am sorry for the temporary blogging hiatus.. =(

been busy for the couple of weeks.. so time to cheer up the blog a little and to grumble a little and to waste time a little..

time had been passing by real soon nowadays.. time flies.. as usual.. am having another month holiday in March.. and assignment dues soon one by one in April.. and my finals is in May.. then i am done.. and i am going back to Malaysia.. things are just flying pass me so fast bafore i am able to catch or stop a thing.. that's making me real emo i guess..

i sit and think what i really want.. out of all sudden i am so lost about my life.. i had been studying for 20 years.. and why i need to study for so hard?? isn't it because to have a good future.. and why i'm still undecided when all the good luck befalls on me.. especially now is the time of economic downturn.. =( huh.. i dunno.. i am just a little lost with my future direction and my current position.. erm.. sounds sad eh!!

alright.. i think i should veer away from that topic.. let's talk about holidays.. i will be having 3 weeks break due to the easter day.. so we (sze wan, shereen, kai nee, vera, tat su, alex and i) will be going to travel.. from manchester, we are heading down to cardiff, bristol, bath, london and paris.. 9 days in total.. alex and i are the overall planner.. (praise us!!).. =) we both are really working hard on it to get the cheapest deal.. we study map and places.. not to forget to thank for the advance of google earth.. huh.. not easy.. and everything is 80% done now.. and i am looking forward of this trip.. and i do hope my broken french does help a little when we are in paris.. haha..

and since i came back from Malaysia.. everything goes well and 100% good with me.. i stay happily with my housemates with zero problem.. and my work is also going well.. and i fall in love with my current part time job - as a waiting on staff at the Old Trafford Stadium.. i enjoy meeting with my customers during the match days.. i am happy because they chat with me regardless of the times they need to repeat due to my poor of listening and catching their words.. they talk to me abt my study, my job, my country, their business, their interest, their family.. and their generosity of the tipping is now almost as much as my paid.. seriously being a foreigner in a new environment, without knowing much about their history, their cultural, their everything.. and also their heavy british accent their british slang and also their british jokes make me suffering much.. thus their willingness to chat with me make me a lil warm..

in the month of march.. we do have a lot of birthday celebrations.. huh.. seriously i am not a typical party kaki.. so not to say once a week.. and to hold a birthday party in uk also a kind of difficult matter due to limited space with a big group of people.. and is always become ours (alex, patrick and i) matter to think about the invitation, the menu, the grocery, the preparation of food stuff, games, emcee the celebration.. etc etc.. and the most hatred things is YOU messed up with my blanket and bed sheet with the muffin!! i have no offensive when i spell out this.. i let you guys have fun in my room but i do hope you take care of my room as well.. you can definitely mess up my room but not on my bed.. off course you can mess it and just leave it to me.. and the next day u meet me and say sorry to me.. and i reply and say "it's okay".. do you think i am really okay with that?? ...................................... ahem.. i think i shoudn't elaborate more..

to end this post, i wish sze wan, alex, my mummy and my daddy a very happy birthday in advance!! and i love you all very much.. haha.. xoxo!!

my coursework is killing me now.. is just like what terrence (lecturer) said "it's easy but not too easy".. i think i got his words now.. how am i gonna do that?? to make things worse, i can't seem to find enough relevant sources for that.. i hope someone pops up to help me with that assignment.. lol.. if only there was fairies helping me to clear off.. STOP DREAMING!! u're stuck with ur coursework, REMEMBER!!!!

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sometimes i do wonder.. if i am meant to be a surveyor..
as if i know what i am doing.. SIGH!!

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alright, time to attend the french class.. till then.. cheers!!

I AM SO HAPPY........ I GOT A WONDERFUL V'DAY!!

(to be continued)

unforgettable experience usually includes many many unexpected events.. so cny 2009 is definitely an unforgettable one.. not only because i was far far far away from, but because it snowed!! shd i conclude myself "lucky"?? haha.. whatever lo.. as to experience the coldest weather in the past 13 years in uk.. this is a white chinese new year!! god gave us a white celebration instead..



and here, we built the ever smallest snowman.. haha..



it's freezing outside!!

i still wish to say "Happy Chinese New Year and Gong Xi Fat Cai" to everyone.. yea, i know it sounds late as i am lazy to manage my blog.. =(

well for most of the people, chinese new year perhaps is another reason to party or celebrate, but technically everyday is another reason for celebration and jubilation: birthdays, festivals, anniversaries, etc.. as the Chinese culture so interwined in our lives makes it almost mandatory that we need to have a reunion dinner or travel home to our parents and also relatives.. however this year..

once in a while, i am always thinking an excuse so that i could skip any reunion dinners or visits to the relatives due to some reasons.. but this year when my mother told me "i could hardly get all my daughters together now".. i felt =( and so i think i will not avoid it anymore and do appreciate every gathering from now on..

and this year.. i had 2 days of CNY.. (as we need to prepare for our presentation).. 1st was the reunion dinner.. we had it in a famous chinese restaurant in Manchester with all the Taylor's mates.. celebrating CNY here is not too bad as I have a great company of friends to eat and play together.. anyhow, i had a little small harmless loneliness feel..

I thought the feel of CNY will only last for one night, but playing cards last night brought back more sense of the CNY presence.. and last but not least, the most entertaining show by Mr.Hong Tat Su.. that's the end of my CNY for 2009..

today is a totally new day without that feeling again.. everyone is in the nervous mood for the presentations.. and it is done by today.. and at the same time, it means the end of semester 1 in year 2..

**Add on: after reading the latest blog from Alex, i thnk i need to say one or two words as well.. thanks for all my group members especially the leader.. i dunno what to say.. but i do appreciate everyone putting in the efforts.. and again i think i need to apologise.. i am sorry for taking a wrong design solution.. i am sorry!!