i am sorry for the temporary blogging hiatus.. =(

been busy for the couple of weeks.. so time to cheer up the blog a little and to grumble a little and to waste time a little..

time had been passing by real soon nowadays.. time flies.. as usual.. am having another month holiday in March.. and assignment dues soon one by one in April.. and my finals is in May.. then i am done.. and i am going back to Malaysia.. things are just flying pass me so fast bafore i am able to catch or stop a thing.. that's making me real emo i guess..

i sit and think what i really want.. out of all sudden i am so lost about my life.. i had been studying for 20 years.. and why i need to study for so hard?? isn't it because to have a good future.. and why i'm still undecided when all the good luck befalls on me.. especially now is the time of economic downturn.. =( huh.. i dunno.. i am just a little lost with my future direction and my current position.. erm.. sounds sad eh!!

alright.. i think i should veer away from that topic.. let's talk about holidays.. i will be having 3 weeks break due to the easter day.. so we (sze wan, shereen, kai nee, vera, tat su, alex and i) will be going to travel.. from manchester, we are heading down to cardiff, bristol, bath, london and paris.. 9 days in total.. alex and i are the overall planner.. (praise us!!).. =) we both are really working hard on it to get the cheapest deal.. we study map and places.. not to forget to thank for the advance of google earth.. huh.. not easy.. and everything is 80% done now.. and i am looking forward of this trip.. and i do hope my broken french does help a little when we are in paris.. haha..

and since i came back from Malaysia.. everything goes well and 100% good with me.. i stay happily with my housemates with zero problem.. and my work is also going well.. and i fall in love with my current part time job - as a waiting on staff at the Old Trafford Stadium.. i enjoy meeting with my customers during the match days.. i am happy because they chat with me regardless of the times they need to repeat due to my poor of listening and catching their words.. they talk to me abt my study, my job, my country, their business, their interest, their family.. and their generosity of the tipping is now almost as much as my paid.. seriously being a foreigner in a new environment, without knowing much about their history, their cultural, their everything.. and also their heavy british accent their british slang and also their british jokes make me suffering much.. thus their willingness to chat with me make me a lil warm..

in the month of march.. we do have a lot of birthday celebrations.. huh.. seriously i am not a typical party kaki.. so not to say once a week.. and to hold a birthday party in uk also a kind of difficult matter due to limited space with a big group of people.. and is always become ours (alex, patrick and i) matter to think about the invitation, the menu, the grocery, the preparation of food stuff, games, emcee the celebration.. etc etc.. and the most hatred things is YOU messed up with my blanket and bed sheet with the muffin!! i have no offensive when i spell out this.. i let you guys have fun in my room but i do hope you take care of my room as well.. you can definitely mess up my room but not on my bed.. off course you can mess it and just leave it to me.. and the next day u meet me and say sorry to me.. and i reply and say "it's okay".. do you think i am really okay with that?? ...................................... ahem.. i think i shoudn't elaborate more..

to end this post, i wish sze wan, alex, my mummy and my daddy a very happy birthday in advance!! and i love you all very much.. haha.. xoxo!!